sloi, obviously you dont want to be cured, sometimes To Accept, or the lack of it may be a motive.. im really not the right person to explain whatever
try any book from Luise L. Hay, i bought in the other day The Power Is Within You( i bought for me, but really i intend to lend it to as many people i can, my mom reading it now :p ) i know, all these titles are a little too obvious, i always tought this kind of books where a little to.. i dont know...chessy?..i liked more of the fantastic books from Carlos Castanheda and others, but if you are, i dont know...open minded to it?..
in luise hay books she suggests a nice therapy sloi, every night write in a small paper i want my back to be healed, and put it under your pillow, or, everyday in the morning say one or two times vigorously to yourself " I Want to be healed ", but you have to mean it of course.. if you can do that, and really mean that, with your full being, i thk theres a nice possibility, you might even try that, but after some days you stop and say...ahhhh that will never work, something like that..
i love the carl sagan episodes/documentaries, i like to see them sometimes, they inspire me, and yes he didnt liked much of astrology, well he tought there is a message from god inside Pi...

maybe because astrology didnt had in mind the presence of these moons, its not that precise, who knows, and maybe today they just dont have enough knowledge to 'insert' these moons..or not consider important...i really dont know, i started with Astrology, but there are far better 'convincing' stuff in this world, for example reiki, yoga, etc. Astrology might be one those that maybe...cant get any lower.. but still i thk it deserves some credit, others like reiki etc at least for me have full credit..
reejis, well i read some of the aspects, and they might work for me too..so who knows, i like it, dont take it too serious, but some stuff really gets right, i like the Forcast, or the long term influnces...and also great, the Partner is great, just ask your girlfriend date time and place of birth, its nice to get that data in first date, it might tell if the sex will be great
by the way anyone here is adept of Macrobiotics ?