We unfortunately share some similar flaws. I don't think i'll ever be capable of participating in mainstream society because my behaviour
ultimately isn't a reflection of my thoughts. I think I come across as either a psychopath or an idiot, my behaviour contradicts my conciousness.
Which makes me wonder if my conciousness is just a mechanism to create rationalisations about my dysfuncitonal sub-concious...
Just a thought, madness?
